Holy Crap I Had A Baby!

37 Weeks...Right before delivery.

This is during a contraction because she is pushing her butt up.

Me and Tristyn.

So beautiful. My little nugget.

Exploring the world.

Yes...I did it!
I had a baby girl!

Tristyn Grace was born on June 10, 2008 at 10:08 p.m.
She was 6 lbs. 1 oz. and 19 inches long.
She is AWESOME.
I love her sooooo much!

Now...relating this entire experience to gastric bypass.
I have to say that I don't think I could have ever done this at 286.7 lbs.
Never.
I am so glad that I lost the weight first and then accomplished this amazing adventure.
Keeping a close eye on my diet and vitamins was easy.
Eating was up and down throughout the pregnancy, but I worked it out.
Vitamins...piece of cake.
And...I think those vitamins helped me stay healthy in the winter.

My weight.
During the first two months of pregnancy I lost 10 lbs. right off the bat.
So, I started at 170 at conception and then dropped to 160.
I didn't get to weigh myself on the day I had her.
I know...duh!!!
But I did go to the doctor the day before and I was 188.
Not too bad eh?
Yesterday I weighed myself after having Tristyn.
I am 167.4.
Today in the shower...I could see my toes again.
I know...I am a totally lucky woman
And I'm sure I will get tons of comments on this weight thing.

Pushing.
I have to say Tristyn came very fast.
I checked into the hospital at 7:30 and she was out at 10:08 p.m.
I went from 5cm to 9cm in like a half hour.
There wasn't time to get an epidural.
All I wanted to do wash push.
When the doctor said go ahead...I gave it a whirl.
Wow...was I doing it WRONG that first try.
I could feel my little hernia on the left side and I stopped immediatly.
Then my friend Sarah's advice rang through my head...
"Just push like you're taking the biggest crap of your life!"
So that's what I did!
Three contractions later and she was in my arms!

All in all my pregnancy seemed very short.
For the most part it was very smooth.
No complications at all.
Exercise and never stopping helped me in the end.
I would love to have another...we'll see.
That's another chapter waiting to be written.

9 Months Pregnant

Well...the little Nugget is almost here!
Only 20 something more days...give or take a few.
I have to take some more pictures again.
Sorry about the slacking.
It's been a busy couple of months.

I have finally gained some weight.
I am now 183.0.
The doctor says this is a good thing and I'm doing ok.
The baby is head down and is average to a little under weight.
Not a problem.

I am eating like a good girl.
I still get full fast, but I can tell that I'm eating more than normal.
I am taking TONS of vitamins too.
Calcium, Super B Complex, Prenatal junk, Red raspberry tea leaves and some other oil vitamin.

I can't see my feet again.
It's ok though...I know they'll come back.
It's weird to be puffy again, but it's different.
I'm only puffy in the stomach and not anywhere else really.
And..it's not like my stomach skin is all stretched to the max
Like some pregnant women.
Everything has just re-inflated.
My scar looks fine and my belly button is still in tact.

My new cravings are slushies from Speedway, Oreos and North Star Ice Cream cones.
If you click on my flickr photos on the right
You can see photos of her room and the baby shower!

29 Weeks Pregnant

I finally have a stomach again!
Weighed in this morning at 170.6!

I finally gained .6 pounds.

Go me!

Next Dr. appointment is tomorrow.

New craving...red grapes from Pay-Low.

OMG they are sooo good!

I am eating all the time.

Trying to be healthy.

Hopefully she is getting everything she needs.

26 Weeks Pregnant

Ok so these aren't the same shorts.
I couldn't find them.
Don't you love my three rolls?
Ugh.
Top roll: boobs.
Middle roll: guts.
Bottom roll: baby.
Weight this Sunday: 168.2.
This morning I played a poking game with her.
I poked various parts of my belly
And she poked me back wherever I poked.
It was kinda cute!
Next appointment: April 1.

2 Year Anniversary

I can't believe it's been two years since my surgery.
Time flies when you're having fun!
Today I weighed 168.6.
Not too bad for 6 months pregnant.

I couldn't imagine going through pregnancy at 286.7.
I'm so glad that I lost the weight
And have the opportunity to bear a child.
I feel so lucky.

Body wise...I'm a little pudgier around the edges.
I still have my equator and I'm waiting for it to fill in.
My boobs are great!
Today my lower back is KILLING me.
I think she is sitting on my nerve down there.
My right leg has been hurting today too.
And I've found one varicos vein. Blah.
Other than that I'm feeling good.

It's A Girl!

By the way!...
It's a girl!

Sometimes I forget what I post on which blog!

Response to Myri

Thanks for the congrats!
And congrats on your success too!
Keep it up!

As of right now I'm not experiencing any complications.
The doctor says the baby is doing just fine.
The weight is normal and size is good.
I think I should be growing a little bit faster
But again...the doctor says I'm fine.
Today I weighed in at 167.4!

I am eating like a COW lately!
Sarah is making me eat something every class period.
I eat a regular lunch, but it takes me forever.
So...I feel like I'm eating all day long.

I am taking a lot of vitamins
And I think that is the reason I'm so healthy this winter.
I take calcium, B Complex and a prenatal vitamin.
I take them all before I go to bed
Because when I took them in the morning...they made me sick.

I go back to the doctor next Monday so I will keep everyone posted.

19 weeks

19 weeks...can you believe it?

Almost half way through and I don't even look pregnant.

I'm still wearing regular clothes for pete's sake!

Today I weighed 164.8.

Before I got pregnant I was 170.

Eating is still hard and I try to eat little bits all day long.

Vitamins are good.

They have kept me well all winter.

Knock on wood.

Daring New Shirt

Here's my daring top for New Years Eve.

I actually felt comfortable wearing this in public!

I even felt comfortable about my arms.

And it hides my stomach nicely.

Yesterday I was 160.2...today I was 161.0.

Must have been all that drinking I did last night!

Ha!...Just kidding...pregnant...I know!

12 weeks

I am 12 weeks pregnant today.
This morning I weighed 163.0.
I thought I would take these photos against the green.
Instead of the white.
Something different.

I don't feel like I'm showing yet.
By the looks of the pictures...I think that's just my extra skin.
Not the kid yet.

It's still really hard to eat.
I'm still tired...a lot.
I need to take more naps.
Except my life doesn't allow for naps!

Ho Ho Craving

I was at the grocery store this afternoon
And I was getting a little hungry.
I really wanted something sweet.
I decided on a Ho Ho.
I haven't had one in a long time.
The chocolate and white filling was totally calling me.

Now this story can be longer
Because I accidently STOLE the Ho Ho.
I feel totally bad about it.
It was hidden under my shopping list
And I didn't notice it until I was bagging my stuff.

I got to the truck and ripped it open.
Why are there 3 Ho Hos in a package?
Who really needs 3 Ho Hos at once?
One was gone before I even left the parking lot.
Tammy ate half a one when I got home.
I ate the other half.
And the last one is still on the counter.

See...now before surgery...all 3 would have been gone
Before I left the parking lot.
Now...I couldn't even look at the other two.

At least my craving was satisfied.

Weight

At my lowest weight yet...163.8.
Aren't you supposed to get fatter when you're pregnant?

Top 2 Hates

Here are my top two hates about gastric bypass...

#1...Maybe it's because I'm pregnant, but right now
I HATE EATING!
HATE IT!

#2...I miss my fluff.
I am always COLD!!!!
I wear layers to work
And I still have to wear my winter coat in class.
I'm going to start wearing my long underwear next week.
I can't stand it anymore.

7 Weeks Pregnant

Here's the first picture of the little nugget!

I had my second doctor's appointment today.

This time with a BETTER doctor.

I am definitly 7 weeks pregnant.

Due date is July 1.

The doctor says I should only gain 15-20 lbs.

We'll see how that goes.

I am meeting with a dietician to talk about Protein.

I need to make sure I get the right nutrients to the kiddo.

I am having a little trouble with moring sickness.

I have thrown up a couple of times.

My stomach is a tad queezy in the mornings.

Food is not looking good to me right now.

I'm not sure if that is the pregnancy

Or if I have a little flu bug.

That's all I know for now!

News Flash!

Current Weight: 167.4 lbs.
Total Lost: Hell if I know...I lost track!

It doesn't matter anyway.....why?
Because I am going to be gaining weight again!


I'm Pregnant!!

Due at the end of June.
I'll keep you all posted.

Roofing Workout

They say I need to exercise more.
So...does ripping off your own roof
And putting a new one back on
Count as exercise?

My body hurts.
I weighed myself on Thursday
And I gained about 4 pounds.
Nothing to freak out over.
But I am hoping it's muscle.
My arms and thighs feel tighter.
I wish my stomach was tighter.

I know that if I was heavier
I would have never been on that roof.
I would have fallen through the roof!
I never would have been up there every single day
For a week straight.
I would have been too tired!

Back on Schedule

School has started and it's rolling.
That picture on the right needs to be fixed.

Everyone at school keeps telling me how great I look.
Today I wore Tammy's black pants.
Size 10.
Honestly, I never thought I would ever fit a 10.
Never in my wildest dreams.
But I have to say...they did make my butt look good!
Just ask my mom!
She saw it!

But whatever...

I'm not weighing myself every single day anymore.
It's just too much for me.
So, I'm weighing every Monday
And on the 20th of every month.
This morning I was 165.0.
I would like to lose 10 more pounds by Christmas.

I'm on my "school" eating schedule.
Which means eating like 5-6 times a day.
I have something little for breakfast...
Usually on my way to school
With coffee, of course.
I eat a snack during 2nd hour all the time.
Then I eat a small lunch.
I eat the rest of my lunch on my way home.
I eat dinner with the family
And then maybe a little snack before bed.
That just depends on what time we eat dinner.
Small portions all the time.
That's my eating schedule these days.

As for the exercising...
Yeah...I'll get to that one of these days.

The mental roller coaster of this journey is a blog for another day.
But it needs to be said.

Bike Ride

So, today I decided to take a bike ride.

Finally...getting off my butt and actually exercising.

I thought it would be fun.

It is a beautiful day out...not too hot.

I thought to myself...hey...I have to get some postage.

Let's ride to the post office in town.

It's really not that far.

Or is it?

I started off thinking I was in a car.

Like I had to speed.

I quickly realized that I wasn't racing anyone

And if I wanted to make it home

Then I needed to pace myself.

I mean...come on...I haven't rode a bike like this since I was 11.

I decided to follow the bike trail near my house.

I've never been on it in the 4 years I've lived here.

I always wanted to know where it went.

Today I found out.

The trail ended at a main road up town.

I was so confused as to where I was though.

It was weird.

In a car it's as if you drive the same path every single day

And the car eventually drives itself.

On a bike..I had to think!

I made it to the post office in 40 minutes.

In a car it would take me about 7.

I should have checked before I left to see how many miles it was.

No...dingle head me checks when she gets home.

It was about 5 miles one way.

Who goes 10 miles on their first bike ride?

Dingle head me.

It cracks me up that last week we drove 11 hours

And made it to Virginia.

Today I rode a bike for 1 hour and 20 minutes

And I made it to town and back.

So, wait...are there any experts out there?

5 miles in 40 minutes is bad right?

I should pick up the pace a bit next time eh?

I wonder if I lost any weight?

P.S. Why does this thing put everything in one paragraph?

I always have paragraphs and it keeps lumping everything together.

I apologize for the smooshiness.

It's About Time

Look who FINALLY reached the 120 lbs. down mark!

Oh yes...me.

I am now down 121.5 lbs. total.

I currently weigh 165.2 lbs.

I am 15 lbs. away from my goal weight.

Left: March 19, 2006-286.7 lbs. Right: December 8, 2006 - 185.4 lbs.

July 14, 2007 - 165.2 lbs.

Left: March 19, 2006 - 286.7 lbs. Right: December 8, 2006 - 185.4 lbs.

July 14, 2007 - 165.2 lbs.

Check out my flickr for more photos.
I can't believe it took me 7 months to hit that 120 lb. mark.
I feel like I have been stuck in the 17o's forever.
How did I do it?
I went on a road trip, didn't eat much and walked around Busch Gardens.
I would really, really, really like to tone up my arms.
Really.
Because I think my tattoo would look much hotter!

New Woman

I feel like a new woman.
I have done some things lately that I never would have dreamed.
For example...
Six Flags Great America.
I have always HATED roller coasters.
HATED them!
I was so scared of heights.
And so scared that I wouldn't fit in the seat.

Yesterday I went on a roller coaster
That shoots you straight up into a curl
At 65 miles per hour
In about 5 seconds.
Then you go backwards and straight up again.

I went on the Superman ride
Where you hang down like you're flying.
I had my hands out the whole time
And sang the Superman theme song
While soaring down the hill and up through a loop.
Ashlee kept yelling at me to shut up.
It was so much fun.

I wore a tank top to the park.
With my bathing suit top underneath.

Two years ago the kids and I wanted to go on the swings.
I wanted to relive my youth of the carnival days.
Ashlee had to squish me into the swing
And it hurt because I was squeezed into it.
When the ride was over
I tried to get out and my butt got stuck in the swing.
It was so embarrassing.

Yesterday we all went on them again
And I had plenty of room to spare.
It was so much more fun this time.

While waiting in line for Superman
There was a group of boys behind us.
A larger lady was getting strapped into the ride
And the workers had to do it twice to make sure it was secure.
The boys started making fun of her
And how she couldn't fit like a glove into the seat.
I felt so bad for her.

I remember how that felt.
The embarrassment of getting kicked off because I was too big.
I gave the boys the evil eye.
I should have said something
But I restrained myself.
They were boys, about 12 and don't know any better.
I just hope they all get beer bellies one day.