New Woman

I feel like a new woman.
I have done some things lately that I never would have dreamed.
For example...
Six Flags Great America.
I have always HATED roller coasters.
HATED them!
I was so scared of heights.
And so scared that I wouldn't fit in the seat.

Yesterday I went on a roller coaster
That shoots you straight up into a curl
At 65 miles per hour
In about 5 seconds.
Then you go backwards and straight up again.

I went on the Superman ride
Where you hang down like you're flying.
I had my hands out the whole time
And sang the Superman theme song
While soaring down the hill and up through a loop.
Ashlee kept yelling at me to shut up.
It was so much fun.

I wore a tank top to the park.
With my bathing suit top underneath.

Two years ago the kids and I wanted to go on the swings.
I wanted to relive my youth of the carnival days.
Ashlee had to squish me into the swing
And it hurt because I was squeezed into it.
When the ride was over
I tried to get out and my butt got stuck in the swing.
It was so embarrassing.

Yesterday we all went on them again
And I had plenty of room to spare.
It was so much more fun this time.

While waiting in line for Superman
There was a group of boys behind us.
A larger lady was getting strapped into the ride
And the workers had to do it twice to make sure it was secure.
The boys started making fun of her
And how she couldn't fit like a glove into the seat.
I felt so bad for her.

I remember how that felt.
The embarrassment of getting kicked off because I was too big.
I gave the boys the evil eye.
I should have said something
But I restrained myself.
They were boys, about 12 and don't know any better.
I just hope they all get beer bellies one day.

Free Time!

Yesterday was the last day of school.
Finally!

At the start of the school year I was down about 65 lbs.
Today I am down 110 lbs. total.
I was actually 176.6 this morning.
Eh...not bad.

My new goal this summer is to be down to 155 by the start of school.
I think I can do it if I just got my butt moving.
Now that summer is here...I SWEAR...
I am going to start exercising.

SWEAR!

Stuck

Wow, it's been a while since I've written.
Nothing is new here in the weight department.
I'm actually a little stuck.
I've been stuck for about 3 months now.
At least I'm not gaining!
I'm at 175 and holding.
I'm happy.

I have a tremendous amount of energy.
The other day I did all of this AFTER I came home from school:
Cut ALL of the grass.
Scrubbed the back deck, table, chairs and junk.
Roller bladed 2 miles.

Yesterday we went to Great America in Illinois.
I fit on everything I went on!
Even the wooden roller coaster.
I better fit on that coaster in Kentucky this year.
I even went on the Superman ride.
That's the biggest roller coaster I've ever been on.
Fear of heights or fear of not fitting on the ride?
What really was my excuse for not going on them in the past?